Sometimes I feel like life can never be too good. I should’ve known that whenever something is too good to be true, it usually is. I guess it all derives from my optimistic and dreamer side.
I have to learn to let go. Or better yet, I have to learn that things will never go the way it’s been said it will. But you know what.. it’s okay. Maybe not at this exact moment, when my heart is in turmoil and my brain is on overload trying to swerve from the bumps that are coming our way, but it’s okay.
I have a goal, we had a plan. The goal remains, but the plans changed. And it’s okay. Life will never fall into my perfect well thought out plan. Life will try to throw me off balance, life is here to teach me a lesson. My lesson is to take things slow, to believe the best but not to expect it. It’s a tough one for me. It’s tough when something that was – to me – already set in motion changes. I lost my balance. For a second, I got mad, I got distraught, I got disappointed.
But I digested it, I straighten myself and after a pep talk from the hubs and a little back paddling we have a new route. We have the same purpose – we are just wandering through a new unfamiliar path to get there. And you know what? Not all those who wander are lost.