This August brings with it a few of the most terrifying goals/ to-do’s I’ve had in a while.
Remember when I mentioned a really good friend when I enlisted help with the decor? Well, she did more than just help me with decor.
She helped boost my confidence.
I’ll be the first to always admit I have zero confidence in myself. In all of myself: I don’t think I’m particularly great at anything – and that’s super scary! In the midst of reading my passages, the one from last week hit me like a bullet.
This is it.
My deepest, scariest, ugliest fear. The one that props all the doubt, all the fear, self loathing and uncertainty. The black cloud that’s always around me, preventing me from breaking free.
And that’s my August goal. Heck, that’s my life goal, if I’m at all being honest with myself.
I am enough. You are too. We are more than enough. We are talented, beautiful souls, and I’ll be damned if I let this fear cripple me any longer. This is the moment I’ve been waiting for. The clue, the sign I always ask for when I ask for guidance.
And so far, He has not let me down. From all the changes that have happened, plus all the ones that will, God has been guiding me through all the winding roads. With every bump there was a lesson. With every scratch I learned something.
This time, I have learned to step out of my comfort zone. To trust in myself, and in my work. There are things brewing over at this side. And I can’t wait to share that with you!
For now, I will just ask: What scriptures/quotes speak most to you?